Thanks Mom

I would like to dedicate this post to;  as she is saved in the contacts list in my cellular device, Master of The Womb.  Mom, Mum, Momsie, Mama, however you address your lovely give her a double high five from me and make sure you give her a good bear hug.

So like my Mom took me shopping on the weekend. Nooooooooo that's not the only reason for the appreciation. BUT. She bought me groceries, gave me money for gas just so darn unconditionally, I saw a totally different side of her.

My Mom and me have always had a funny relationship. Funny like she calls me Mom.. don't ask.  She had 2 pet doves and named one Raisha. I taught her how to email right, and for atleast a year she wrote all her emails in the subject line. I told her every time and it wasn't until one day she asked

"How do you make your emails bigger?"

I realized she had no idea what she was doing and that just telling her wouldn't help.

If life isn't full circle man I just don't know what shape it is. I told my Mom I quit my job and she said

"Well. That's okay."

I can usually hear her turn around and tell the rest of my family members the 20/20 on my current affairs. This time she didn't . That's okay was all she said.  Instead of back and forth between who's in the background , her and me, there was just a peaceful sort of understanding air.

I went down to see her on the weekend. We just chilled , shopped, ate and were merry. I cooked Okonomiyaki and she loved it, SHE NEVER EATS ANYTHING I COOK.

Is this adulthood? Are the clouds that used to hover over our relationship opening to clear blue skies?
Or she is so disappointed in me she rather just play it off and has since been filling paperwork for disownment...

MOM IF YOU'RE READING THIS I JUST LOVE YOU SO MUCH AND WANT TO TELL YOU AND THE INTERNET.

She just gets me , and loves me and feeds me soul food. I just felt so blown away and I feel bad it took this long to see how wonderful she is, but such is life I guess. I've learnt the most appreciation worthy moments often come when you take something that was always there and just look from another angle.

Anyways,  I start working at Ferrero next Tuesday. (..I'll be looking like Augustus Gloop by the following Tuesday... ) Meanwhile I am trying to get started to study to be a ESL Teacher! I know absolutely nothing about how the post secondary school systems works and I call Mohawk College like very 2 hrs and 53 seconds to ask a question.

Today I sat in the general inquires office and made 2 origami boxes while I waited... I think they're putting me last on the inquires list..

Hug your Mama again if you didn't already. Don't forget a double high five from me.

Until next time <3 <3