Sweet and Sweat

I remember when I was learning to differentiate between words that are very similar. I still confuse receipt and recipe every once in a while. or angel and angle. maybe I’m still learning actually because typing those just now I was unsure for a minute... And I honestly can't be bothered to understand which than is the right one to use depending on context.

So I have what I like to call "a sweet mouth". It’s not just one tooth . haha.

Cake, candy, chocolate.

cant get enough

cake candy chocolate

I need a sugar rush

anyways I want to segue into sweat now.

SWEAT

as in I've been sweatin' about being healthy lately (oh your surprised because like woah who has used the word healthy lately , right) and not dying at 47 with high cholesterol, diabetes and 3 blocked arteries. (based on true events mind you..) But it's so damn hard. Are Nutella filled, bacon coated, deep fried ice cream Twinkies gonna kill me.... is it worth it to die from such a sweet euphoria...

Love your body

My body loves reeses.

love your body

feed it righteousness and

feel good about your self

vs. body image "goals"

feel good about yourself...

feel good about yourself...

Yes most of this headache is caused by vanity. Maybe 65-75% that other 35-25 is my family’s health history creeping out of the shadows warning me of what I could face if I don’t starting having better eating habits. Ugh.

So I’m trying to try. This has been my slogan for a lot of things lately. I can’t seem to get the finesse of fitness. I ate pizza and cereal for breakfast this morning. I bought almost $15 worth of these giant kit kat bars , $3 each (I got mint chocolate, salted caramel swirl, cookies n cream and the o.g. Milk chocolate <3)... I ate a beautiful salad for lunch at work today.

Half of me is saying who the fuck cares. I ate chocolate cake for breakfast and I danced and felt so good about myself , from my taste buds to my toe nails. I was completely entranced, not a carb related care in my world.

The other half is more like .. That’s gonna catch up with you when your 30. I think of my Dad and his years of different health problems. Then he lost like 75lbs. And started a more nutrient rich diet. Prevention is better than cure

Ugh.

In other news I went to an 80’s party last night that was one of the best nights I’ve had in Australia so far! Stay tuned for a dreamy synopsis of yester-night grooves and affairs. Staring a beautiful stranger..