Well Hello Again

Well now my posts are out of order. It’s been almost 2 weeks since my last post..The meat is somewhat freezer burned, there are brown spots on this banana, my food got cold and forgotten in the microwave, I left this cash bill in my jeans pocket and it went through the wash.

My blog now has a subtle staleness. BUT I WILL REFRESH IT BECAUSE SO MUCH IS HAPPENING.

1.       I can’t believe July is over in 2 days. which means it's almost my 3 month ozzi-versary

2.       July 25^th my cousin gave birth to a gorgeous human specimen, thus making me, by the rules of genetics and English language.. AN AUNTY. 

3.       I’m going to Thailand in 9 days!!!!

4.       I have a long lost cousin here in Australia; she was adopted out of the family. I’m going to visit her on Sunday!

5.       I’ve officially decided I want to stay in Aus for more than one year and apply for a second year visa. Which means I have to do 88 days of farm work.... BEFORE I apply.. which I didn’t know... I thought I had to do it after I get the 2^nd visa. So in October I’ll be going to Queensland!

6.       I gained almost 15 pounds.... I’ve been killing my self esteem over it. It’s a vicious cycle being unhappy with myself/ my image... I’ve been pumping myself with self worth quotes but at the end of the day I’m being mad at myself for being mad at myself ...vicious I tell you.

7.        I HAVE TO GO INTO FURTHER DETAIL ABOUT THESE THINGS. I’M SO BEHIND.

Now I don’t even know if anyone follows up on my posts but the point is I realized I always start a venture and never give it 100% or never stick with it. Another one of my self proclamations of fame are my theories! My theory relative to what I just stated is my theory for excuses... I believe there are three tier’s or subcategories here. Excuses, Reasons and Reasonable excuses

Examples.

a.       Excuse- Something lousy being said only to avoid task. Has an easy solution. Very little to no sympathy received.

b.      Reasons- Legitimate obstacles preventing one from task completion. Usually received with much understanding.

c.       Reasonable excuses- A layer of a and b. Thus obstructing the doer from doing the doing while receiving minor understanding and compromise!

Anyways I do make a lot of excuses. They seem to just flow naturally sometimes. I always think to myself pathological liar or creative thinker..? it’s one of those many fine lines like Stupid or brave? Lazy or energy efficient ? lonely or alone?

The problem is that I also am convinced I am a weirdness magnet! Because legitimately out of the ordinary disappointments seem to pop up in whatever I do , big or small. For example the website I was using before ..It just crashed... but these types of things happen and I’ve made excuses times I should have been doing the doing and in the end I usually let the flame burn out.

Another vicious cycle.  Life is so full circle in so many ways man.  Big and small , big and small my brother. It’s far out hunnys.

Stay golden and stay tuned.