I Wasn't Expecting to Not Have Time

Synopsis of current events :

⦁ 3 weeks ago I bought a skateboard.
⦁ 5 days in hurt my ankle reeaallly bad
⦁ I prescribed myself rap music and ice to help me walk with a more natural looking limp and  ease the swelling.
⦁ WOE IS ME
⦁ watched some youtube videos on ankle injuries and massages
..woe was me. healed !
⦁ FINALLY registered to sell my jewelry at the Glebe markets!!
⦁ Bought tickets to see Allday at Enmore
⦁ Yay is me.
⦁ I worked 11 days straight 2 weeks in a row...tired is me.
⦁ looking for a farm job to qualify for my 2nds visa, before Novemebr 15th
..... and now.

It's just been one thing after another lately!! For 2 weeks my ankle was messed up and it messed me up inwardly. I felt like the world was weighing heavily on me. Literally because I couldn't put any pressure on it. But I was also feeling just miserable and like it would never get better. Twas frustrated with that, working to much, trying to prepare for the market, and look for a new job.

Alllllll these dramatic things happen at once sometimes and its very stressful and discombobulating. Since my ankle got better I feel better all around, like there's a new zest in my step! This ankle injury got me seriously thinking. A lot of things, now this will sound dramatic but I have a lot of my own philosophy's, I make them all the time and my most recent most relevant to my situations now is

"The Human Errors Conducive With an Expectation of Having More Time"

Book launch date to be announced. Patton pending.Now accepting submissions for cover art!

Yesterday I got a farm job to qualify me for my 2nd year visa. I leave in 1 month!!! This weekend I do the Glebe Market. Whilst in between working like crazy I'm trying to complete a list of things/places I want to see before I leave Sydney.

Every Every day I'm hustling.

Is it just me or is there this invisible feeling or mood of having time to do things later that we succumb to subconsciously. sleep, eat, work, sleep , errands, social time, sleep , work. repeat repeat repeat.

It's surprised me the number of times I heard someone say "we'll it'll always be there" usually when were talking about places to go close to home. And since Sydney has become my home, I definitely feel like I wasted some time. Once I moved into the flat I think I got too comfortable. Than I decided I want to apply for my second visa and it was like "suddenly" I have to tie up a bunch of strings I had let hang loose the last 2-3 months.

this is the start of something new, it feels so right to be here with you wooo ohhhh.

Discombobulating is the perfect word. My head is in like 23 different places at once. Which you can probably understand just from this post!

I'm ready for a change and welcoming this new adventure but I've also become connected with so many amazing people here that I'm very very sad to leave!

This next month is going to be crowded! Stay tuned .

as for the skateboarding... to be or not to be- that is the question..